The sexual assault by my ex.

I just can't cope with it.

When the police tell me they can't press charges or anything I don't know what I'll do.

I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I need it all to go away. He knew about the abuse in my past and still did it, then told the police it was consensual. I can't get accept it.

I don't want to have to deal with this. I want to go to sleep and never have to wake up to it.