Whoring and Confidence

I'm feeling a lot better about my body now. I know it's probably only temporary but I'll enjoy it while it lasts. Today I went out in shorts and tights, and with my long jacket over it I looked like a gothed-up kerb crawler. I didn't mind. I have a dress to wear to a small party tonight. I'll be a bit dressed up but I love it.

I think my mood's going down again. My mind isn't racing so much and I don't have the general euphoric feeling, plus my anxiety levels are rising. At least I should be able to have a good night tonight before I come crashing down, and if it starts happening earlier than expected there is a great deal of alcohol that will help me feel better.

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