Oh Dear

I need to get this worry out my system.

I'm cooking tea for my boyfriend tonight, and he's bringing pudding. The problem is I can't eat it! 

My family are away until tuesday and I want to fast until they get back. Before they left we had lunch. After they'd left I scarfed an easter egg then promptly threw up the lot. I don't want anything in my stomach. Despite the fast-food I ate in Glasgow I've lost weight. Possibly from not exercising while I was there, muscle mass loss and whatnot.

Anyway, rambling a bit. I can say I feel ill, push it around my plate. I may be able to purge, but he knows I do it so he might try to stop me. I don't know.